DRUMROLL
My life is somber
like those blues of Picas
so
so
I will treat you
to the most beautiful
of my suicides
I already hear
the staccato laughter
of Rimbaud at dusk
and Giorgione
playing the luth
to a Venetian maiden
and my father a sudden barfly
singing guarachas
to a jiggy Silvia Plath...
May I have a drumroll
while entering
in Hell?
Publicado por Jo Ruiz en 4:51
DREAMSCAPES
Dusting off the shrine of a goddess
I forgot her name.
She blessed me once
in light blue robe, golden nimbus
and myrtle blooms
when I was an outcast
in an outcast country
(I forgot its name too)
*
A woman in the nude dances
on top of a beached whale in summer,
massive whale as the full moon
on the horizon. A sitar is playing
some kind of monsoon ballad
before a bonfire and silent gannets.
It's eventide. The full moon in yellow dress
dances with the naked woman.
*
I come across a top hat
in the middle of the street
dancing with a stray cat
in black fur and yellow feet.
The top hat hops me a scowl,
the cat spins me around a smile,
and the moon waxing awhile
in the golden eye of an owl.
The stray cat nimbly runs away
when some foxes bark to the top
hat now flying up on his way
to the hand of a whistling cop.
*
Under an opaline sky
a wolf not famished
but philosophical
strolls along the beach.
Likewise an odd man
in golden raincoat
and black beret.
He's the poet of the village
and never speaks
except to the pebbles,
the rainbows
and the wandering wolf.
*
In fine fettle the old lion
Still holds up the sun
with his mane at dawn.
Publicado por Jo Ruiz en 2:48
POEM
What saves me of topping myself today:
my cat doing a handstand by the window,
Dalida singing Bambino at dawn,
the beauty of contrails streaming along the blue sky,
the smell of horse manure in the streets,
the fulsome warbles of a thrush in the morning,
the siren-cry of ambulances that carry not my corpse,
the rain-scented beams of the sun,
that William Carlos Williams' line:
the night passes, and never passes,
the loud laughing of mum in 1978
while sawing at her Singer,
the last smile you blew like a feather
into the air before waving a fond adieu,
the last spoor of kiss you left
on my hoary stubble...
Love passes and never passes.
Publicado por Jo Ruiz en 22:29
DREAMSCAPES
At the center the Minotaur
waits for me
the winding maze is
my wandering mind
I lost the track of the thread
spun by Ariadne's
ball of twine
*
A woman in a moon-glossed coif
pours blue milk
into a Dutch oven.
She smiles at me
still struggling at stool
to feed verses into
my tablet.
Suddenly the woman
flew away
like a moth
*
'Non serviam'-said Satan
to God
'No serviam"-says the Muses
to me every morning
at stool just about
to be inspired
to be poet
to be
*
At stool
I dreamt of Tizian
painting you
with his fingertips
using all the colour-hues
conjured up
by words
*
Strolling about the Heath
-as was my wont-
Star-addicted and mud-ridden
all coalesced
in the pool of clarity
today
nothing is out
of kilter
of me
Publicado por Jo Ruiz en 8:52
A DREAM
Strolling around the river gauche at Quai Voltaire I stopped over one of those bouquiniste stands by the Seine to take a quick glance into the bouquins since I hadn't enough time and was strapped for money. But a thick volume in beautiful binding, rose vellum, gold embossed caught my eyes:
"The Correspondence between James Joyce and Clarissa Holloway(1928-1941)
Hogarth Press (so revealed the ex-libris)was the publishing house. Year of issue: 1953.
At first sight I thought it was a long-winded and pedantic essay about the metafictive connection between James Joyce and Virginia Woolf's styles. But when I started to flick through its yellowish pages there was not the slightest doubt: I was reading the crossed letters between a real person and a fictional character from a very famous novel.
Well upon my soul!, I muttered to myself smirking, pretty sure that was only a boutade contrived by some two-bit admirer of Georges Perec.
However, I noticed the book was prefaced by Leonard Woolf himself who spent several years to compile the letters. I read some of them with the growing curiosity of a scholar and that really oozed the aroma of something pukka, not a bogus.
Enthused with such a rare trove, I asked the bouquiniste(an old blue-eyed geezer with grey beret and Quebec's accent) about the book price. He dusted it off examined the first pages like an expert with a magnifying glass, at the same time he tipped the beret over one ear, then over the other like a madman. "40 euros"-suddenly he snapped without raising the eyes from the book. I was surprised, rather expecting a hefty price, maybe 100 euros, even more. Nevertheless, I only had 20 euros on me, so I nearly entreated the bouquiniste not to sell the book to anyone, that I'd be back in a jiffy with the fric. I nipped to the next ATM and withdrew 60 euros.
When I hurried back I came across the same stand, the same books, but not the same bouquiniste: this time I met a young and strapping Senegalese with long and colourful dreadlocks. His dark shades mirrored back my face. A kind of piercing glinted on his lower lip. Sat down on a stool, slouchy, he seemed more interested in selling old postcards about Notre Dame de Paris. I asked him about the old man with grey beret and the book he had put me by. I flaunted my 60 euros. His dark shades reflected the sad and overcast sky of Paris as well. He only grinned and gave me the cold shoulder and after billowing out the smoke from an odorous spliff, he got up to attend a gaggle of Japanese tourists. Disappointed, I asked around all the stands, all the bouquinistes but nobody knew anything about the book, let alone about the blue-eyed old geezer with Quebec's accent.
Publicado por Jo Ruiz en 10:19
FERROL-GIJON
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